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I am up in port perry this weekend hangout with friends. I have no idea how people can live in such small towns, they are so boring and people know one another business. |
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Quebec
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Jun. 21st, 2004 @ 06:54 am
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Don't get mad at me, if you are from Quebec and I don't understand a word you are saying. |
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Free
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Jun. 18th, 2004 @ 05:47 pm
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It's weird how "free" always means you can't do something.
for example:
Smoke free
Toxin free
Noise free
Meat free
Drug free
and so forth................ |
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Whats worse the person who does the abusing. Or the parent who stands there and witnesses it and does nothing. I was watchi.g a talk show that addressed this subject today. |
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Lately i been getting the feeling to write more again, it has been 2 years since i wrote something but lately i been getting the feeling again. So fiqure i will post some of my work. :)
I am Attracted
I am attracted to those who seem,
To have the world at their fingertips,
I beome addicted to the deceiving,
Warmth of their powerful flame.
In the end I am left with the chocking entrapment,
Of a smothering and smoky chamber.
I am attracted to those who want to make me happy,
I am addicted to their enticingly,
Sweet and devoted assurances.
In the end I am left with only a taste,
Of their butter resentments and broken promises.
I am attracted to those who would like to improve my life,
I become addicted to the inspiring goals,
And aspirations that they hope to see me achieve.
In the end I am left with only the burdens,
Of my own exhaustions, apathy, and emptiness.
I am addicted to those who give me a sense of direction,
I become addicted to their protective and promising path.
In the end I am left with only a tedious,
Road that leaves me lost, restless, and lonely.
I am attracted to those who claim to love me for who I am,
I become addicted to their show of loyality and appreciation.
In the end I am left with only the painful realization,
That I am not good enough after all.
Attraction is my lure,
Addiction becomes my entrapment,
I know I can combat imprisonment as I learn to trust my own,
Judgement, decisions, desires.
I must continue the search for my own key,
That can unlock the liberating treasures, hidden within. |
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Drank way too much last nite. Never start at 4 in the afternoon and drink for 12 hours straight it will make the next day real painful.
Jun. 12th, 2004 @ 02:52 pm
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| » woo hoo |
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3 day weekend, nice!
Jun. 11th, 2004 @ 07:27 am
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| » Spelling |
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oh yeah i suck at spelling and too lazy to use spel checker. So bare with me lmao
Jun. 10th, 2004 @ 10:22 pm
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Went to watch a friend play a baseball game tonite. His team suxs, they lost 16 to 3. One thing learned tonite, if you are over 40 don't play. It looks bad when you can't run after the ball, because you belong in a walker. A few players were really good, but most had beer bellys that make mine look tiny :)
Jun. 10th, 2004 @ 10:19 pm
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Been listenign to goth bands that have female lead singers, and all i can say is wow. Those girls can really sing, ad they are really good. Been listening to autumn for the last hour.
Jun. 9th, 2004 @ 06:44 pm
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Yeah half a day work tomorrow! What am i gonna do with the free time, absolutlety nothing lmao
Jun. 9th, 2004 @ 05:39 pm
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finally got the ac installed and loving the cool air! Damn when is it gonna rain, damn weathermen are never right :(
Jun. 9th, 2004 @ 05:38 pm
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Wow what an extremely hot day, worked all day in the sun no shade around. God do I have an headache. I sure miss those canadian artic winds :(
Jun. 8th, 2004 @ 05:45 pm
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| » New music |
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Discovered some new bands tonite!
after forever
shelter
within tempation
funeral dress
the gathering
Not really oi or hardvore, but good bands none the less!
Jun. 7th, 2004 @ 09:47 pm
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Had to go downtown today to see my dentist and man it was hot and humid. Wanted to walk around the queen and bathurst area, but it was to muggy out, so went home early.
Jun. 7th, 2004 @ 07:12 pm
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I decided to change my LJ around, i wanted to post many different things on it :)
Jun. 7th, 2004 @ 06:56 pm
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